iuldhearagaintheyhusbandspeakingtheseafrotolookafterhter.ihaddothata.shehearted.ineverhadtoeoverourlives.asitriedtolookintothefuture,adeepfeelingofune.forthefirstti,ifelturolthedireyoydaughter.thatfrightened.</p>
tofasandishusbanddiedin1957,iylossand,forati,felthalfdeadyself.butifoundthattakingpositiveatopesonebyoneherapeutidgoodfortherenee.</p>
inoldination,theoldprejudiedtobeoffendedandearrassedbythesightofaantryingtostandonherown.</p>
bersofthesenioryselfoverandaiheirrespeeetingyhusband.neverinlifehadifoundselfinasituationsopuzzlingastheculturalrevolution.ikhathinese</p>
national,thedepartntofindustryandrugiveperssion.sishouldkhereseednovalidreasonforthesuddehihetargetofperselyalleffortstokeeintonfrontationeofsu,iroubledasohelplessthatiiheguidanceofgodinaspecialprayer.</p>
inthedaysafterozedongreviehisblessing,theredguardsinshanghaitookoverthestreets.theneissionoftheredguardss,oldhabits,andoldhinking.thereionof“old”;ittuardstodecide.</p>
firstofall,theyajorstreetedaug</p>
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